"Love is a battlefield"Wednesday, August 23, 200611:39PM - i missed youwell its been a while!!!!! So life is good now, i have a new job which pays more and i get medical. Its great that i have medical cus dan dropped a bench on my head and i have to have a scan done. My baby bought me a real louis vuitton purse. It nade my year. So im kinda sad cause when i was in school i always said that i wouldnt drift away from my freinds but now that we are out it does seem that we have drifted apart. I mean we still talk but we're not close enough (we're not carrie, charlotte, sam and miranda). God my dogs wont stop barking!!!! So im definatley starting college in jan im not excited but im happy to be getting on with my career. Oh and i bought a new car.ok well i love everyone who took the time to read this!!!! Current mood:  drainedSaturday, May 6, 200612:25AM - hi!!!!Hello everyone, well last night was awesome!!! Me, molly and stacia all got drunk and took a jacuuzi tub naked together. You gotta hand it to us we're already starting the summer with a bang!!! I love my freinds and they help me not worry about wats gonna happen between me and dan. I love him but u cant predict ur future. So im very excited for more fun crazy nights with my FRIENDS. Also i only have 21 days until i go to England to see my mom. Thats is the best news ever and im taking amanda and we are legal to drink over there, heellll yea!!! Current mood:  optimisticCurrent music: watchin sex and the city Wednesday, May 3, 200611:50PM - down...well im sitting here crying and smoking a whole pack of ciggerettes!!!! If i had some alcohol i would be great right now, i cant talk to anyone because no1 understands. No1 knows why i put up with danny after all we have been through, i dont even know. But i know when im apart from him i feel incomplete and i know i love him, most of my freinds dont understand because they arnt inlove and never have been. He upsets me so much and can be so rude and i just want things to work but honestly i dont see how they will. I love him so much but i just dont know wat to do? Current mood:  rejectedCurrent music: sad stuff Friday, April 28, 20066:15PM - life is goodHello everyone, sorry its been sooooo long. Life is crazy but im sure u know what im talking about. I only have 30 day until i see my mommy again, im so excited im gonna see my family that i havnt seen in almost six years. My freind amanda is coming to so i know it will be crazy, when u put me and amanda together with alcohol ur asking for trouble!!! Im gonna misss riley sooooo much i've never been apart from her for this long b4. But dan's looking after her so i know she's in good hands. Well molly just came home for the summer that was exciting, i hope we have a blast this summer im sure we will. Its sad though because now we will get close again and be all best freinds just to have to say goodbye again. But thats what life is all about i guess, finding love and letting love go!!! OKAY must go im at dans house and i dont want to be rude, by sitting away from everyone . I love you all very much and no-matter if we speak eryday or once a year i still think of you and still love you!!! Current mood: hopefulWednesday, March 15, 20062:39AM - We're back!!!Well guys me and dan are back together, Yay!!!! Current mood:  bouncyCurrent music: love song cd made by dan Friday, February 24, 20064:37AM - im OK!!!!Well im ok today, not great but ok. Life is ok, i mean i have my dog and i know it sounds lame but she keeps me going somedays. I dislike my job, and im not in college yet.Im scared cus i always try to plan my life, and the way things have been lately i just dont know where im going. I dont know what i believe and most of all i dnt know what i want. Current mood:  confusedCurrent music: country Thursday, February 23, 20063:11AM - y cant i get him off my mindMe again well im mad cause no-matter who i date i cant get dan off my mind. I just read an old email from him and it made me cry. It was so sweet and loving and i want my life back that way. We have been apart 3 months and i cant beleive it. Im not sure if he can make me truly happy but i am sure that i love him so much. I hate myself for not being able to forget about him, it drives me crazy because i know all i talk about is him. I went to a concert the other day and it was awesome. It was trapt (i love them) the maush pitt was crazy. ok im out, any advice just let me know. Current mood:  annoyedCurrent music: watchin fear factor 2:36AM - where will we end upIm just being weird and thinking about the past and trying to guess the future. I love all of my freinds so much i hope they know that. I miss my best friend molly, she is at college and im at home. We always said that we would never drift apart but somedays i feel like we are. Im going to england in like 14 weeks im sooooo excited. I havnt seen my fam in 6 yrs its gonna be crazy. Current mood: contentCurrent music: kell clarkston, thankful Saturday, August 27, 20055:00PM - my best freind!Well im kinda sad 2day because my best freind molly is moving to ann arbor for college. I know its not far away but its still further than here. We have been through so much together and we always stand by each other in our times of hardships. I guess i just feel i might get replaced or that we will drift apart. I love that girl soooo much. Im also nervous because the man i love dosent love me anymore, you can just tell. He dosent look at me the way he used to and he dosent talk to me the way he used to and now instead of patching things up im just trying to figure out how to move on. How do i go through the challenges of my life without him by myside? I guess like i have been, seeing as he hasnt been here for me at all in a very long time, ever since florida. I hate florida, it has come between me and the one man i gave my herat too. This is y people dont give out there hearts because at some point it gets broken. I know its part of life but y does it have to hurt so bad......... Current mood: hopefulSunday, August 7, 20054:57PM - FLORIDA!!!!Hey there, well today i'm sad i sat up until 8:00 am thinking about what my life will be like without the man i love. You never know what is gonna happen and i cant plan my future but when u feel like you really want to be with someone and they just keep pushing u away. I dont know it's just hard. Ok im leavung now im just sad and i wish i knew what danny wanted. Current mood: crushedThursday, August 4, 200511:51PM - Hey!!!!!!Well hey guys, things are ok today i mean it's not terrible and it's not great ya know it's OK. Current mood: confusedCurrent music: thankl you for loving me (bon jovi) Wednesday, August 3, 20055:40PM - ConcertWell ya know i said i was going to the breaking benjamin, 3 doors down an stained conert. Well it was awesome, it was sooooo fun. 3 doors down sang my fave song (landing in london) and bob seger showed up out of the blue. It was great, me and dannys sis really bonded i wish everyday could be as good as yesterday was. Well that was until i went home to my dad!!! Yeah he started bitching and then we got in a big fight that upset me. When i called my loving bf (or so i though) he said he didn't want to hear it. What an ass so we havn't talked at all today, if he hasn't got anything nice to say then he can just **** off. Current mood: annoyedCurrent music: oldies Monday, August 1, 20052:49PM - Helloo!!!!!!Hey people, how is everyone today. Sunday, July 31, 20059:52PM - bithday blissWell tommorow is dannys (my boyfreinds) birthday and i dont know what to or get him because right now i dont know how long we are gonna be together. I made him his favorite pie and got him a card but it just upsets me that someone i love so much dosent want to celebrate his birthday with me. Molly is getting bitchy because she's so tired, and i'm keeping her awake. Molly i just want to tell you that even though ur college isn't far Im still gonna miss u like crazy. I think me and my boyfriend are gonna break up and im sorry if thats all i talk about but this is the main thing on my mind right now. Current mood:  worriedCurrent music: love songs |
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